These thoughts are mine...

HaHa...the first day of snow the other day, and I was too afraid to drive. I attempted to go to work, only to have an anxiety attack on the way. It was really a bummer. I started having visions of myself ditching it, felt as though I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't stop my hands from shaking...which, in turn, almost actually caused me to go in the ditch. Then yesterday, my mom drove me to work, and my dad came and picked me up. Isn't my dad a great guy...he drove all the way over to Traverse City at 4:30 in the morning to pick me up so I didn't have to drive at night. Absolute craziness.....sometimes it amazes me what people will do for their children. Anyway, amanda woke me up this morning, and she said the roads were so bad that she had to turn around half way to school and come home. So I was freaking out, like I was gonna go in the ditch today or something...but I didn't. Because hear I am right now, at NMC, perfectly safe and sound. And the roads weren't even that bad. I'm really glad to hear that though. Bueno nacho.

It's been quite some time since I actually posted an entry on here. I only have 3 other online journals, so yeah, lol. Herm...not that much has even happened. Melissa and I had a bonfire at her house...there may have been drinking involved...there were quite a few people there, and we had a grrreeeatt time. I didn't really get drunk...but a couple people did...and those people were really funny. Mel and I went house shopping in Traverse City the other day too. We found some pretty good places. We decided that we definately want a house so we can have bigger, better parties. And we also want to each definately have the privacy of our own room, so we have to find a 2 bedroom or more place. And then we're gonna have a futon in our livingroom, and an air mattress, and full size beds (2 people room) so that way people can spend the night! *wink, wink* Just kidding, we aren't like that...yet.

I have a xanga account, but it seems like no one is using this account. Bummer. So...more people that I talk to write on here...at least more often than their other journals, so I figured what the hell?? I'll try it, and maybe I'll like this one better. It definately seems as though it's easier to use than xanga. But there aren't as many cool options, well I have cool options because I've mastered the code for the site. But anywho...I think I'll start using this journal for something. This is my 4th journal, each different than the last, and I somehow manage to write something different on each at least once a week as well. Hooray for me...and my sometimes stupidity

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